why am i still thinking of you?
u are nothing but just a passerby in my life
is it that hard to get u out?
was i wrong to start the whole thing n end the whole thing myself?
i could not find anymore reason to talk to you already
it's time.... to let go of all these.
it's been a long long time since i last felt like this
it is not as hurting as my past r/s.things ended properly.
we know each other not long,we din last that long either
most importantly,we did not have alot of memories to let mi hold on to this
but why am i feeling this way?
i wanna say i miss you alot
but it doesnt seems so
i just..... see u online
end of the day,had i let go not i do not know
im super contradict by myself
if only someone could tell mi wth im thinking,
i tried to move on,find someone new to forget u
this time round,it's not working out.
i want to tell u that i love you
and i wanna get back with u
yet my heart is not feeling this way
i seriously duno what am i feeling and what am i thinking
just hope that i could get rid of this feeling soon
argh just fuck it
i wanna put an end to everything(:
Thursday, November 18, 2010