Dear readers ,
this time round is really over
i wil start my life all over again
not that i dun wanna be ur friend
it's not easy immediately being friend with ur ex lover
do u rly think i love you no more
perhaps
all this thing takes time
at least im relieve
all this while
i been wanting to tell u let's stop talking for the time being
and yet i cant tell u the reason
oh well
now i can only make u think that im mad,childish or watever
but that's becos i love you
and i had to make myself rly get over you
before i could rly be ur friend again
this time round i fail myself
if i ever see u down the street one day
i will take it as i do not know u at all
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Dear readers ,
i was trying my best to forget u
just when i wasnt thinking,
trying so hard not to know anything abt you
not gg to ur profile and see hw are you
you have to talk to mi at this timing
asking mi hw am i gonna celebrate my christmas.
u gave mi a hope,and smashed it right away.
im rly trying.
we have nth to do with each other anymore
i do not wan u as my friend.
perhaps for now i do not wan
in future i might be able to accept
i just have to keep telling myself that u n mi are not suitable
u are not the type for mi
we got nothing to talk
yet i have to keep thinking abt u when i am all alone
while u might be just enjoying
maybe for now u might not
but just another month
u will be.
seriously i dun wanna lie to myself
i miss you alot.
but i have to keep it to myself
friend ask so hard to get over u meh
i will be like no la.i alr forgotten her la
siao meh?saying all these thing to comfort myself
i wish...till the time i get over you
i do nt wanna know anything abt u
or rather i dun wan to talk abt u
i just needed some time.
Friday, November 19, 2010
Dear readers ,
Dear readers ,
why am i still thinking of you?
u are nothing but just a passerby in my life
is it that hard to get u out?
was i wrong to start the whole thing n end the whole thing myself?
i could not find anymore reason to talk to you already
it's time.... to let go of all these.
it's been a long long time since i last felt like this
it is not as hurting as my past r/s.things ended properly.
we know each other not long,we din last that long either
most importantly,we did not have alot of memories to let mi hold on to this
but why am i feeling this way?
i wanna say i miss you alot
but it doesnt seems so
i just..... see u online
end of the day,had i let go not i do not know
im super contradict by myself
if only someone could tell mi wth im thinking,
i tried to move on,find someone new to forget u
this time round,it's not working out.
i want to tell u that i love you
and i wanna get back with u
yet my heart is not feeling this way
i seriously duno what am i feeling and what am i thinking
just hope that i could get rid of this feeling soon
argh just fuck it
i wanna put an end to everything(:
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Dear readers ,
if u ever know how much i miss you
it's alr been 2weeks plus
i should had stop all these miss for you
i always tried to find topics to talk to u
but i realise it will rly end after this christmas
just becos i still have the clothes that i had brought for u
i never knew u meant this much to mi
until i lose u,but too late
ur changed of heart, moved on faster than i thought
i tried to be as happy as i can everyday
showing everyone i was fine
but when im home
the moment i went online
i will see if u are online not.go look at ur profile
seriously im thinking wtf am i doing all these for?
when i know u n mi will never get back anymore
mandy told mi woo u all over again when u are back in singapore
i dun wan.becos i was the one who ended all this.
argh just fuck it
my life sucks TO THE MAX!
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
FRIENDS around me HAPPY!