i needed time to think
yes i still love you
but again something is stoppin mi to get back
i dunno how to explain to u
anw i dun wanna hurt u
that is why im blogging it
and i know u wont be reading
yes it's a small thing like u said
but can u promise not to be like before if we are back together again?
i dun think so.
reason i do not wan to give u my answer is because i wan to rly think
think abt what i wan and let u reflect on what happen too
im afraid i might give u bad news
u ask mi is it because i got thing to do den ask u give mi time
i dunno now i just dun feel like getting back together
because we had our breakup in the past
just after 2 day or so we are back
seriously this time i wan to think hard
dun wan to take the wrong path for the both of us anymore
im sorry if i had hurt u.
Monday, December 28, 2009
im sorry
u are the last person that i wan to hurt
i didnt mean to be harsh to u
just that i did not wan to give u anymore hope
that we will be together again
not because of dun love den i leave u
it's because im tired of trying to pls u alr
i gave in too much.and sorry for giving in too much
because of that it was a blow to u that we are separting
im sad to leave u
i still love you
reason why i leave u is becus u do not trust mi anymore
it's hard to gain trust and i know i let you down
im rly sorry
i often wonder hw are u getting on
and everything but i just dun wan to contact u
becus i dun wan giveu hope
i dun wan to continue this relationship because i know 1 day it wil end
why not just end it now?
i rather we get hurt now den later
yes i agree i never tot of the future
maybe im just not the right one for u
i have let u down
promises i made to u are broken
that's why u dun trust mi de
it's al because of my fault
it's not ur fault for the cause of break up.
all i could say is take care of yourself as much as possible pls
Saturday, December 26, 2009
what a christmas this year.
a hit on the head that cause bleeding
follow by a breakup
i rly need to thank santa claus uh?
if u had given mi the trust i guess things wont end this way too
anyway time spend with u were memorable
i will never forget
thank you for being such a good gf
thank you for being so tolerant to my temper
this 1 year 4 month plus is rly a long road
i never regret this.and pls dun say it that im waiting for this day very long le
because i never look forward to a day to parted with u
although we had alr broke up
but i rly wish u wont do anything silly
thank you for giving mi all ur love
and loving mi.
i guess we still can be friends afterall
i hope u will find someone who is so much better than mi
and will love u more than anyone in this world
and im sure u will bemuch happier by then
im sorry abt all the promises i gave u
i din not fulfil it.for the last time as well i love you.
Friday, December 25, 2009