hey guys im back
well my blog is dead like what!!!!!
sometimes i rly wish i could turn back the time.
it used t be so carefree and without any stress etc
i rly miss those times
seriously it's no longer like the past anymore
working sucks to the max
but what can i do?
it's just the money that im working for
only can blame myself for not wanting to study in the first place
nobody faut's except for mine
flashback passes now n den
i rly regret for everything that i had done in the past
but nothing could make it right anymore
i rly do not wan to think abt it
always there will be small little thing that remind mi
nobody perfect anyway
i guess im the worst of the worst
well happy with my life now and is it the fullstop?
with a loving n adorable gf like mine
how long will we last?
i dunno
is it my fault for everything?
am i not giving u enough?
time is not what i can give u
eventhough i really wish
but i really hope that u will be a good father like what u were
i always break down n ask myself why this thing happen
she left mi early
i wish u could treasure ur life more
and spend it with mi
money is the major issue
but i also do not wish u will have to work in a place where it's dangerous
u have been jobless for so long
im afraid that u cant adapt
or?im just worries for u anyway
no matter what happen u are still my dad
even though im harsh at words
but it's all for ur own good
i trust u times n again but u disappoint mi times again
pls treasure urself more than mi alright
i love you:)
my dearst
u are working very hard now
im at home:)heh
missing u even though we are separated for hours.
i dunno hw long we can last but i know the journey is still long
thank you for loving mi,giving mi support when i needed
even though there was time when i say i did not love u as much
but now my answer now is i love u like hw u love mi
we had alot of ups n down.but every single thing are meant to be remember
no matter wat we have to work hard together for our dream!
i love you laopo da ren:)muack
Sunday, October 25, 2009