Dear readers ,
trust me girl when i say i love you
and i know the reason why u get so affected eh
i dun blame u but den it makes mi feel sad
it's like i did a wrong thing again
hais
well i really dunno what to do alr
eh whatever it is i just know that my heart belongs to you
and it doesnt have place for others alr
ilu baby
daddy ah
better meet up soon alright
miss you luh:(
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Dear readers ,
omg
my blog is soooo dead!!!!
seriously i love baby soooooooooo much okay
met up with daddy today
for dinner den walk around
she came my hse watch L word and den she went home
dear dear going home tmr after work
i got to go the part time work:(
gonna miss her luh
nvm i shall go her hse stay on sat or something:)
another week to go!!!!!!!
cant wait to start work and something else:)
dear dear i love you and it's true
trust mi alright
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Dear readers ,
well actually alot of thing happen within the period of time i din blog
well i guess if i write down everything here my finger will be in pieces at the end of post
i am meeting daddy tmr for shisha
most probably is can luh
hope my life dont go on like that
i really nid a job like realy soon luh
omfg.i cant take it alr luh
there is job luh
just that im lazy
i already worked so hard for past 3 years
no wonder im slacking like some shit now
gosh i really got to go and find a job real soon
hmmm
and baby i miss you:(
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Dear readers ,
this is actually something to represent between us
heh.baby i really love you alot
anyway u are lying at my bed now
hahahahahaha
im going to pei you soon:)
sorry hasnt been updating
and to that leejunjie
stop making so much noise k
hahahahah
meet up soon ok
den we go shop with miss c and bitch like before
heh.im busy right now:)
Friday, August 15, 2008
Dear readers ,
i dunno what did i do
or maybe u are not upset over mi or what
but seeing u like that makes mi helpless
wanting to make u happy
but at loss of what to do
well i guess i failed my part as a gf
i really dun hope to see u this way
sigh.im too stupid to do anything right now
seems like i cant create ur smile
now im thinking whether i am the one for u
dun u think it's very saddening to see ur gf unable to make u smile
when u are so upset over there
perhaps im not the one for you
even though i love you alot
but if u wan to leave i wont stop u
because it's ur choice after all
i cant stop u or anything
perhaps escaping is not a bad thing after all
but just hope that u will be fine soon
darling i really loves you
pls dun be so upset anymore
im sorry if i do anything to upset u
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
Dear readers ,
today went to ball at huanted courttang yuan and candy camewe play untill damn funnyesp tang yuan luhplay until halfwayi saw this girl damn famillarden it's baby luh!omg she give mi a surprise luhdamn shocked and happy luhhahahahaso sweet of baby kseriously i love you alot okayi dun wan to lose youyou mean alot to mei dunno what i can do to assure u that i love you and never wan to lose youi know that im not good at sweet talking and stuffseriously im DUMB luhbut baby i just wan to tell u that i really love you alotdun leave me kif one day u happen to leave mipls do so quietlydun let mi noe or else i will be very sad
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Dear readers ,
seriously i dunno wtf is wrong with you luhi mean like we din do anything to like even offence uor maybe i did.but as u know love this kind of thing is unexpectedperhaps u can tell the whole world not because of my gf or whatsoeverseriously ur reason for quitting the team is damn lamei mean not lame or what.but i just think that it's just excusesto think we actually like really treat u as our friendone of us part of everythingand now because of some conflicts,u turn ur back on usso this is fucking fair to us luh?now i really see who my true friend is now.u may think that im not ur true friend because i like the girl u actually like oso.i got nothing to say alr.since u already dun bother abt us.i dun see the point to actually to bother abt u anymorewhy should we waste our time n effort.we actually tried to pei u to mit the girl u like,and it's like not even my fault luhi alr felt so fucking guilty over it,ask u to compete with minot only u din wan,den u say ran mi.den after that turn ur back on mijust vent it on mi luh.why must do this to the teamdo you even think it's fair to guan hongseriously i think you should think abt it luh,because i dun see the reason to talk to u anymoreturn your back and escaping from reality is what u best at doing.quit from the team when u feel like it.din even informu dun even give us the basic respect.im very disappointed in you.nt only mi.jovy and guanhong too.hope u coul go n self reflect.think abt what we went through togetheri dun wish to say much,because whatever i write here,u wont know eitherFUCK IT!i missing her right nowseems like i needed her by my side24/7omg i never know love could do this to a personanyway i love her alotand i dun wan to qurrel with her or lose herbecause i will be very sad ehgirlgirl i loveyou<3
Monday, August 04, 2008
Dear readers ,
was it actually my fault again?ya i admit that im a fucking bastard to actually fall for the girl my friend likebut seriously i couldnt control it myselfu told mi how understanding u wereyet on the other hand u were doing another thingseriously this is making mi so fucked upi dun wan to hurt u because i know how much u love herbut again i told u fair competition,but u didnt wan tou wan to back out of this whole damn thing n hurt yourselfmaking mi feel like a fucking bastard n feeling so guiltyguilty to actually fall for her and making u to hurt urselfcome on what is this?if u have any unhappiness say it outyes i know that u will be sad but den againsad u also dun have to do this kind of thing to hurt urselfhandle thing maturely.i know im still childish but at the very least if i were to be in ur shoei wont do such a stupid thing like uu hurt urself.wat do u get back in the end?nothing rightpls dun do this to yourself alreadyit's not making any one of us feeling goodpls take good care of yourselfim sorry stilldaddy i trust u luhu wan mi say this righti know u how long liaoif becos of one girl make our friendship fallwe must be crazy manit's like we been through so much already luhall happiness and sadness dun be silly daddy:)i love you daddylike you said u wan mi to be your one and last girlfriendand i feel the same toobut i wan to know u more and i wan u to know mi more tooi dun wan the future of us to be quarrelingand by that time we think we dun suit each otheri dun wan to quarrel with u neither do i wan to lose you because i realise i had fall for you so much alreadyit's been so long i had this feelingand i never had this special feeling for others alreadyit's only for you and no one elsetrust mi i only love you:)
Friday, August 01, 2008