Dear readers ,
fuck sia
that idiot big mouth
knn ccb
i really dunno u leh
tell u dun say dun understand english wan leh
fuck you la
bloody hell
pls fuck off la cb kia!
maybe maybe we are in different world now
can we just leave each other for now?
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Dear readers ,
omg i saw someone friendster
got some demon photo inside still can say cute leh
i feel ultimate disgusted by it la
anyway i got to go back yoshi help la
damn dun feel like going lo
but since aitin beg mi den i help lo
lol.hais i miss kenneth!
hahas
that retarded him
im at sherlyn hse now
i feel lonely la
haiyo hopefully sch start soon
den got thing to occupy mi:)
thing are not going the way i want it
maybe it changing soon:)
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Dear readers ,
got to noe which ite i got in alreadyfeel quite fucked up lai mean i already not in very good mood cant u just please mi at least for 1 minat least i could be more happy rightomfg i dunno what's got to uu are so indifferently toward milike wth?!at the very least i nid ur fucking concernhais i dunno what's with mii had tried so hard to treat u betterbut all i noe is i KEPT moodswingingn gave u black facebut have u wonder y i will suddenly emo noti may be anyhow think that causes thisbut i also dun really noe what the fucking hell i wan tooto the adulterlyhope both of u will be happy togethern to tat guyis it all the girls i take before u likeisit because after i take itthe girls will be more hot?like omgu are FUCKING grossit's the same for ANOTHER partyheh good luckmake sure u dun regret ur choice i din say much or else ppl might think i wan break u guys upanyway BYE FUCKERsuch a disgusting fellowOMG!
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Dear readers ,
everything's back to normal again?
hais christmas have to ownself spend
but it's okay i guess
i had never celebrated xmas or birthday before
so it doesnt really matter
i remembered someone say will spend it with mi
but i guess it wont come true now
i felt kind of depressdunno it's because of what i see online or wat
perhaps i just felt disappointed ba
no idea
hais forget it
shi wo xiang tai duo
ta ba zheng ge ni de xin zhong
shu yu wo de jiao luo
hai shi wo xiang tai duo?
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Dear readers ,
i will choose to forget everything between u n mi
i dun denied the fact that im affected by everything
but still i dun regret my choice
i noe i had made the right choice
i will choose not to noe u at all
if one day i see u on the street i will pretend that i do not noe u at all
because i dun wish to
as for the baby i love
i noe u are affected as well
but just that u kept quiet
if thing between us really dun work out
tell mi & i will let u go
because it will only make the both of us suffer
anything u just have to tell mi
i will understand
hopefully we can pull through this difficult obstacle
i never regret anything i done
because at least we have sweet memory in each stage we gone through
i noe u are kind of suffering too
because i kind of dun believe he love her
because he once told u he dun like her
but yet now they are happening
im afraid something bad will happen
so i really dunno
maybe one day we will realise something is wrong between us
or maybe them
this kind of feeling we are having now
is very normal
cause both of them are or ex
we love them before
jux that we din treasure them
so y not try to treasure each other now
dont wait till too late den regret
Monday, December 24, 2007
Dear readers ,
why everyone change to the extend i dunno them
perhaps i change they change
and so everything changes
if there were time machine, i rather go back to the past ba
thing wont have been this complicated
i dunno what im thinking now or even what i doing now
was it a mistake doing all this
or was it a mistake for the both of us
i really dunno
u were all that i wan
u were all that i nid
cant u see how i feel
cant u see that my pain so real
when i think of u
i dunno wat to do
when will i see u again
i miss u like crazy
girl i feel so down when u was not around
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Dear readers ,
im afraid of losing u
im scared
but what more can i do
i dun have self esteem
i dont wish to go back to the time where i suffered again
i dont wish to love anymore
but yet im loving you
i have no idea what im doing
p.s im sorry
i noe i had hurt u
i felt guilty
but what more can i do
because of the past
im not willing to let others get into my life anymore
i cant escape from the misery
it's too much
i dun wish history to repeat itself
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Dear readers ,
gosh im so bored okay
went for interview today
hopefully i can get the job okay
so fucking bored!
Sunday, December 09, 2007
Dear readers ,
i noe i had not blog like for how long
just because i CANT be bothered
perhaps im blogging now to let someone see this
i mean sometimes i feel that u dun love mi at all
i can say for now that u can leave mi for all you wan,but when it really happen i guess all i will do was break down
losing u is too muxh for mi to bear but at the same time im hurting another person
u noe i love u yet u always ask mi love the another person all this
sometimes when u say this i wonder y u will say so
isit because u have feeling for that another person?perhaps so,im always blogging what i dare not to say
well i must admit that times with u are really great,but there are thing missing
i guess it's love that missing,we dun look like couple when we go out together,i might be asking for too much
but i seriously cant feel ur love,u can tell mi you love mi yet on the other hand u can say it to him as well
how much i love u,i myself dun even noe,i guess u separated ur heart,70for him30for mi.
this is what im feeling.if one day i really take ur advise n love her
u will tell mi that u will treasure mi n all
but i dun see it,yes u treasure it for a week or so n everything's back to normal
is that wat u call treasure?i always hide my feeling inside
i cant show out everything to u it's because i wanted you to be happy
but in order to get u happy im suffering
i noe u din force mi,it's all i did it to myself
will thing change after this post?
i feel miserable can someone help mi?
im struggling to be happy all this while
have i ever be happy?
liked i said,promises are meant to be broken
Sunday, December 02, 2007
FRIENDS around me HAPPY!