i mean i dun care abt how u feel anymore
even though i noe how much ilove u n to the extend i noe i cant live without u
but u cant let go of ur past
n i dun have anymore trust in you
i gave u too much chance
i mean i placed all my trust
n each time i do that
u break my trust
thats y i said promises are meant to be broken
because all the promises we made to each other
all are broken
juc like i said i will wait
but what do u think?
im already attached
i got nothing more to say to u
because u only live in a world of self denied
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
it's already past 12 n i hate to remember this date ok
i dun wish to remember it at all!
i dun wan to noe wat special date is this either!
i mean i can say myself childish or wateva ok
because i seriously hope i dun give a damn abt u anymore
why should i treat u so gd anyway
i mean it's like no point
i mean u cannot forget janna this u noe for sure
den why bother holding mi back
i dun wan to have a stead who keep holding on to the past n dun wish to let go
neither do i wan to have a stead who will dump mi for another person
is this wat u called u wan a long lasting relationship with mi?
i guess u were so wrong
i noe u will read this post
but i dun care how angry u going to get
because im so sickn tird of it already
u once told mi u will never leave mi n said u will forget her for mi
but looking at the situation now
i guess everything was jux a lie
u yourself noe it enough already
i have no more left to say
u can tell mi iloveyou this 3 words are hard to say
but u said it to ur boyfriend
but u told mi u dun love your boyfriend
wat is all this
i had enough of ur lies
stop it ok
i dun care we had a happy past or whatever
because each time i told u i will be true to u,wat did u do to mi?
DUMPED mi!
i seriously it's nt worth for mi to do so much for u
because whatever im gonna do
u will only scold mi
i dunno what i did to own you
i dun own u a living
i forced myself to forget gwen because of u
it's less than a MONTH n u left mi to be with that MELVRICK
the worst was i saw what u send to him
the msges we used to gave each other
i was so heartbroken
i can choose to forget
but i choose not to
cux even now when i think back
my heart still hurts
why should i hang on to sum1 whu keep making my heart break?
maybe i should go to sum1 whu can treat mi so much better
get the fact alrite
u can hate mi or whateva i dun give a damn because no matter how i love u,u noe urself u wun forget her 4 mi
u urself noe what i had done for u
yet u never done any single thing
im not asking anything from u either
goodbye,because no matter how much i love you,
we jux cant get back anymore
the hurt is too much already
i cant stand it already
u told mi b4 xinku jiu dun love rite
alrite i WILL take ur advise ok
thannks:)goodbye
i really cant provide for u do u think it's ok?
Sunday, November 04, 2007
mei
i was wrong too actually
i shouldnt say that losing u doesnt make any diff either
so whateva i said this afternoon
pardon mi k
i jux hope our relationship wont change
we were jux too harsh to each other
i can swear to u i din patch with her
n i dun think i will too
because i cant assure the same thing wont happen for the 2nd time
i cant assure she really love mi too
right now this min
im only fren with her
because im togther with gwen already
so u dun have to worry so much as well
i love you mei
now n forever alright:)xoxo
i guess i got to let go alreadyno matter how much i love ui still wan to let gogoodbye my love
Thursday, November 01, 2007