Dear readers ,
ok i am suck a damnit loser ok
i cant help with my dad n his gf problem
but wat else can a 16year old gal do
with adult relationship problem
omg i mean this kind of thing can i help
when i myself oso tangle with such problem
i dun even noe wat i wan right now
u liked mi
i dunno whether i liked u not
i mean everything is in chaos now
omfg
i dun even noe whether i still love her anot la
fuck everything that is happening ok
because i dun wish to give a fucking damn abt everything la
nbcb
hais
why does problem arise all at one time la
im nothing but a loser!
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Dear readers ,
i have no idea of what i wan anymore
im confused
maybe i dun love u already
i dun noe
or maybe i still love u
hais very fan leh
u cant forget her it's the fact
u wont forget her derhs
this one i noe
u together with him oso the fat
so many fact that make us separated
doesnt this mean something
hais
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Dear readers ,
maybe maybe it might be the last time i will be doing this thing liao
i dun wan to think of the past anymore
the past is the past
i must look forward
broke up for3month
i have took care of you enough
it's time u depend on him le
continue the way u are treating mi now,
slowly i wll give up
n ru ni shou yuan
attached to other ppl
moreover u are attached
i cant be with u anymore
like what u said we cant be like last time le
maybe this is true
we jux cant let go of a short term relationship
moreover u n mi onli a few month
u can forget mi de
i believe u can do it wan
as for*****
i noe u cant forget her
i all along wanted to tell u
if we were together i dun mind letting u have her in ur heart
but for what i noe
love is selfish
everyone will onli wish the other partner eye to have him/her only
but i dun wish to be so selfish n control u
since i can already because i feel u love him
i broke up with u
obviously i wun mind u to love another person but be with mi
from what i can see from both of us now is
there's no past,present and future
if i can turn back the time
i wish we were never together
because after all
we will be happier if we were frenx all the way
rather than looking at the situation now
sadded
frenx oso dun look lyk frenx
couple oso dun look like couple
but wo zhen xin de xhu fu ni hen ta le
this time im serious liao le
im not sick n tired of waiting for u
but i tink there's no point for mi to wait anymore
i cannot feel ur love ur love anymore
and i can onli feel u love him n her
go for what u wan n dun regret wat u going to do
i noe i will regret for what im going to do next
but i believed this will be good for the both of us
i think it through
zaijian
give mi some time to really let you go from my arm
though i say this 2month ago
but i believed i will be serious this time
no longer the old mi
i rather u hate mi den love mi
i might be saying this
but when it really happen,
i will cry like fucking shit
but i deserve all this
i wun fan you le
when finish work i will jux go off
i will let you go
my blessing toward u and him
he treat u better than i do:)
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Dear readers ,
i mux say u treat mi well this few day
i wan to let go but i cant because this are thing i cant control
loving u is something i cant control
falling for u wasnt my fault
sometimes i wish in my life i never fall for u
because the pain is jx too much for mi to bear
i wish i could have jux go on with my life jux like how i did it in the past
i wan someone to love mi right now
i really love to hold that someone in my arms very tightly
because i jux feel so comfortable
i really loved the day when i hug u at rooftop when u hug mi back
because it's the first time i really feel ur love
though the period of time was not long but how i wish time could jux stop there
whenever i kiss u it's seem so hard n force
but that say i jux gently kiss ur soft lips
i never done that if it sould last longer it will have been better
well i dunno wat i thinking now aday
i always think tat u love him n not mi anymore
because u are attached to him
this will make my mind turn wild
u always scold mi for all this
but u cant blame mi for all this as well
idk maybe maybe
it time to let go
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Dear readers ,
dunno whether to thank you or hate u
thank you is for letting mi hate her n forget her
hate u is because of u i lose this friendship
anyway i really dunno wat to say
ppl will fight for what they wan
but i wun because i only wan to see her happy
i cant believe u made her cry
but at least show she love u
im damn hot now
i hate you bloddy cb
always never get the fact right u scold mi
like wtf
i own u a living is it
bloody hell
pls fuck off from my life i dun wan to see u anymore
yea it's NONE OF MY BUSINESS!
i should't be so nosey n poke my butt into ur business
bloody fucker
thank you for everything
bye fucker
we are frenz NO MORE!
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Dear readers ,
i dunno why im always doing this
i noe i very zi zhou duo qin
but i done it willingly
ever single thing i done for u i had not regretted
even till now
though i force myself to give up
but in my mind it's still all abt u
every single thing
be it u happy treAt mi nice
not happy treat mi bad
all this i been through
i dun mind to go it over again
well well well
i have no idea of what i wan anymore
maybe i should really listen to ur advice
i really cant bother u anymore le la
:'(
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Dear readers ,
waulau sick la
fucking hell
i dunno anything at this moment
so dun have to ask mi anything
because i will not be able to give you an answer
giving u something that got to do with reality
u scolded mi
no point avoiding all this pro because somehow it will come up to you again
u wan mi to let go
i will try my very best to fulfil ur wish n make u happy
i have no idea of how to make u happy except for doing evry single thing u wan mi to
so thats all
maybe i will jux leave n u will see mi no more
te amo
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Dear readers ,
ppl i going to run away again
im damn sad now
dun have to noe the reason why
maybe it should jux be like this
i never said i wan get back
i only said i waiting for u because i already noe what the end result will be
even though we cant get back
i jux wish to wait for u
it;s not for any other purpose
it's because i love you
no point for all these already since we cant be together i will let the ring be together ba
u let mi run away from this whole thing den
i will disappear from u n everybody
in this way i can fulfil ur wish as well
i will so whatever u wan mi to do
i will choose to run away n not face it
i will let go of everything jux like how u wan mi to do so
i will never pester u anymore
take care of her for mi den
this time round is for real
im running away
i cant face the reality anymore
it's too much for mi to bear
i feel like hiding inside a hole
so that no one can ever see mi again
because i noe everything had end
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Dear readers ,
happy 153 days together
bt all this is only imaginary
not true at all
limliling jux like to live in her own dreamland lo
always think she's together with this person
but in reality she NOT
can someone ask her to wake up n tell her wateva she thinking is NOT true
tell her the person she love do NOT belong to her anymore
in FACT she belong to other ppl already
why cant u jux wake up
how long can u run away from this
few month or even takes up to year
i noe u love HER alot
but all this eventually will come to an end
both u n HER had to turn straight n go for guys
it's different this time round
she DUMP u for the guy
n not or other reason
moreover why arent u angry whenever she beats u n bite u?
well limliling
i guess u are hopless case
u are no longer the old liling le
i guess u really love her to the extend that u wun even bear to be angry wif her
i din noe she will mean so much to you
well well well
jux continue to love her if u wan
i wan to stop u but i cant too
because u love her to the extend that i myself cant even see how deep is it
te amo
happy anni
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Dear readers ,
im sorry i cant control myself
i cant deny the fact i still love you
though i love you but i dun think i can give u the happiness you wan
i really at loss of wat to do le
i wan to do this but im scared of this n that
hais
forget it ba
let nature take it path ba
if u ever wan jux come back to mi ba
i will hold u tightly in my arm
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
FRIENDS around me HAPPY!