i noe this is stupid la
but i really dunno
i had always do wat u ask mi to do
now im doing it
yet u are angry
was i wrong again?
i've been waiting for u yet i dun even noe whether i have the fuckin chance not
wat do u expect mi to do?
i mean i dun mind waitin
but im jux afraid no matter how long i wait,
in the end u tell mi u dun love mi anymore
this is wat im afraid the most
im jux scared that after i wait,
u jux suddely dun love mi anymore
im jux so lost without u
im feel so weak without u seriously
i noe u may not say u dun love mi already
all this is i ownself think n sa de
u already say dunno whether i have chance not
i oso cant force u to know have chance not
but can u put urself im my shoe
u try to think
u love her so much den u waiting for her
when u ask her got chance not
she say dunno
wat would u think
perhaps u might think got chance den in the end she rejected u
wouldnt that be a greater hurt?
im not afraid to get hurt by u
cux i seriously love you
no matter how much u going to hurt mi
i will still love u like before
all this time
everything had neva change
wateva u wan
i tried all my might to get for u
u not happy i try not to irritate u
i put in everything
i give u the best
all these i done may jux go down to drain
forget it
life suckssss
Saturday, June 30, 2007
i tink my TUI YUAN is so damn sweet plsi din go sch todaywas sick haix.to CHEN N SEETOH tui yuan dun miss mi so much lamux get used without micux next year i may be going ite lahaha.feel so touchedhahaxi dunno wat's love anymoreafter today coldness from u,i jux think maybe it's going to be over?or perhaps im thinking too much?i have no idea toomaybe bahsi seriously dunno wat had got into mimaybe no msg from u make mi think this much bahsmy love had neva gotton this strong beforei dunno y i love u this muchperhaps it's over the limit causes u to be scared of mi?i dun wani hate this feeling!everytime i love a gal so muchBAD THING WILL HAPPEN!y mux this fucking thing happen to mifuck man
Thursday, June 28, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRICIA!hahaha.im back to this stupid blog again:)hopefully that stupid spammer dun come back againi LOst 6 kg liao hor stop sayin i fatty bom bom again laf**k you lahahaomg im so boredi met u todayyuppswas alrighthmmm.dunnoperhaps i really can feel your love this timei can see u putting effort to forget her*relax n take ur timejux slowly forget her jiu ok lecux i will be waitin for u deare u ready to walk this path with mi?anytime i will be here to hold your handu dun have to be afraidi love you:)
i jux cant stop loving you:)
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
sooooo long neva touch this stupid blog liao
haha.hmmm
NIPPLE!im blogging for ur sake ok
mux be HONOURED ok
haha
im so bored
anyway i have no other word to describe how im feelin now perhaps
im gettin out of ur life soon
maybe u jux dunno u dun love mi anymore]
i dunno
i wan to wait for u
but i think maybe u jux stop lovin mi liao
jux u dunno bahs
i really at loss now
whu can give mi a helpin hand
pull mi out of the darkness im facin now
i have no idea too
u lifted mi up to heaven jux by a simple few words
but can throw mi hardly to hell jux by the coldness in u
i've no more idea whu am i anymore
i cant take u off my mind
no matter how hard i tried
i neva knew i will love u that much
well,jux hoping the day u will come back to mi
tellin mi that u wan to be together with mi
n willin to forget her* for my sake
ask mi to give u a helping hand
walk through this path with u
im waitin for this day to come
but i wonder how long i have to wait
i have no idea too
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
FRIENDS around me HAPPY!